1 00:00:08,343 --> 00:00:10,701 I been kinda going through some things. 2 00:00:12,409 --> 00:00:14,571 Trying to outrun my demons... 3 00:00:16,866 --> 00:00:19,723 Hide from the truth of everything I been feeling... 4 00:00:33,290 --> 00:00:35,648 But the day always comes when you have to face it. 5 00:00:41,302 --> 00:00:43,248 No matter how ugly it gets... 6 00:00:45,270 --> 00:00:47,481 You said you need more time, and that's OK, 7 00:00:47,635 --> 00:00:50,924 'cause you and me, we got all the time in the world. 8 00:00:54,849 --> 00:00:56,690 Today is that day. 9 00:01:00,272 --> 00:01:01,993 - Ha ha ha ha! - Mm-hmm. Mm. 10 00:01:02,035 --> 00:01:04,177 Uh, will you slow down? 11 00:01:04,205 --> 00:01:06,338 Stop acting like you starving. Ha ha ha ha! 12 00:01:06,352 --> 00:01:08,151 Oh, snap. It's not my fault. 13 00:01:08,200 --> 00:01:10,124 They didn't feed me on the plane this morning. 14 00:01:10,180 --> 00:01:12,713 It's only a hour flight from Oakland to L.A. 15 00:01:12,860 --> 00:01:15,253 - Ha ha ha ha! - What you talking about? 16 00:01:18,198 --> 00:01:19,849 Good morning. 17 00:01:19,919 --> 00:01:22,347 - Good morning. - Good morning. 18 00:01:24,859 --> 00:01:27,701 So, Dillon, who's this artist you're excited to see? 19 00:01:27,785 --> 00:01:30,807 Jamal Campbell. He drew this comic called "Naomi." 20 00:01:30,828 --> 00:01:32,445 Y'all driving over to Melrose to see him? 21 00:01:32,494 --> 00:01:35,341 Yep. Spence is taking me. It's a art gallery 22 00:01:35,383 --> 00:01:37,308 inside a sneaker store. It's gonna be sick! 23 00:01:37,406 --> 00:01:39,141 - Whoa! Hey. - Yo! Yo! Yo! 24 00:01:39,176 --> 00:01:41,611 - What you doing, man! - Hey, settle down. 25 00:01:41,625 --> 00:01:43,388 It was an accident. I'm sure it's fine. 26 00:01:43,430 --> 00:01:45,173 It wouldn't have happened if he wasn't over there tweaking. 27 00:01:45,215 --> 00:01:47,266 Yo, you the one tweaking about this stupid phone. 28 00:01:47,329 --> 00:01:49,910 - I'm sure Coach Baker's voicemail is fine. - Hey. 29 00:01:50,204 --> 00:01:51,891 I need you to mind your business, man. 30 00:01:51,940 --> 00:01:53,640 You need to get over yourself. 31 00:01:54,362 --> 00:01:58,079 - Whatchu say to me? - Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 32 00:01:58,100 --> 00:01:59,640 Relax, you guys. 33 00:02:00,025 --> 00:02:01,648 Spencer, sit down. 34 00:02:02,495 --> 00:02:04,685 Spencer, enough. Your mum asked you to sit down. 35 00:02:04,706 --> 00:02:07,729 Hey, it's family business, homie. Mind yours! 36 00:02:07,750 --> 00:02:09,807 - Excuse me? - Aw, hell no. This has gone too far. 37 00:02:09,828 --> 00:02:12,620 Spencer. Spencer! Look at me! 38 00:02:12,662 --> 00:02:14,775 I have been patient with you while I let you deal 39 00:02:14,796 --> 00:02:16,783 with your grief on your own, but you in here acting 40 00:02:16,797 --> 00:02:18,309 like you done lost your damn mind! 41 00:02:18,330 --> 00:02:20,660 - This ain't got nothing to do with my grief, Ma. - Be quiet! 42 00:02:20,940 --> 00:02:22,696 I have reached out to Dr. Spears 43 00:02:22,717 --> 00:02:24,158 about you seeing him when you're ready, 44 00:02:24,165 --> 00:02:26,600 but you know what? Forget that. You're gonna see him today. 45 00:02:26,656 --> 00:02:29,246 I don't need to see nobody, especially not no damn therapist. 46 00:02:29,295 --> 00:02:31,401 This is not up for discussion, Spencer. 47 00:02:31,541 --> 00:02:33,185 As long as you're under my roof, 48 00:02:33,241 --> 00:02:34,584 you are going to therapy. 49 00:02:34,612 --> 00:02:37,250 Then maybe I don't need to be under your roof no more. 50 00:02:49,216 --> 00:02:51,987 Nice. Come on. Get through, get through, get through. 51 00:02:51,994 --> 00:02:54,338 - Pick up your feet. - Here we go. Set, go. 52 00:02:54,871 --> 00:02:57,313 Wrong route, Evan. 53 00:02:57,341 --> 00:02:58,957 Gotta focus! Let's go. Run it back. 54 00:02:59,034 --> 00:03:01,364 Set, go. 55 00:03:03,289 --> 00:03:06,501 Hoo! Evan, come on, man. 56 00:03:06,550 --> 00:03:08,048 It's a simple wheel route! 57 00:03:08,412 --> 00:03:09,762 Set, go! 58 00:03:11,763 --> 00:03:14,639 Whoo! 59 00:03:14,660 --> 00:03:16,206 - Oh, my God. - Whoo! 60 00:03:16,234 --> 00:03:18,312 Got you, baby! Here I go! 61 00:03:18,837 --> 00:03:20,230 - Ah! - Hey! Hey! 62 00:03:20,265 --> 00:03:22,405 - Hey! Evan! - Yeah. Ha ha ha! 63 00:03:22,454 --> 00:03:24,945 Evan! How about you put as much effort 64 00:03:24,973 --> 00:03:27,219 in catching the ball as you do your little celebration dances? 65 00:03:27,310 --> 00:03:28,737 What you say, freshman? 66 00:03:28,919 --> 00:03:30,689 Don't let that QB1 position go to your head. 67 00:03:30,717 --> 00:03:32,060 This is not about me, all right? 68 00:03:32,060 --> 00:03:34,619 The offence doesn't thrive if you don't catch the ball, 69 00:03:34,647 --> 00:03:37,047 and that puts pressure on the defence. 70 00:03:37,467 --> 00:03:38,936 Heh! You talking a lot of junk for somebody 71 00:03:38,964 --> 00:03:41,308 who lost us the bowl game. 72 00:03:41,616 --> 00:03:44,198 All right. Well, at least I made it on the field. 73 00:03:44,576 --> 00:03:46,703 I mean, what is this, like, your fifth year on the roster? 74 00:03:46,843 --> 00:03:48,305 - You say to me? - Man, get outta my face. 75 00:03:48,340 --> 00:03:49,600 - You say to me, bro? - Get outta my face! 76 00:03:54,491 --> 00:03:56,016 Ah. 77 00:03:56,177 --> 00:03:58,535 Yo, who's ready for some spring ball? 78 00:03:58,773 --> 00:04:00,354 Dude, where've you been? 79 00:04:00,788 --> 00:04:02,957 You've been a ghost since Coach Baker's memorial. 80 00:04:03,125 --> 00:04:05,084 Well, I, uh, felt I needed to give everybody 81 00:04:05,119 --> 00:04:06,518 a little space while I work on myself. 82 00:04:06,693 --> 00:04:09,779 Or you were just trying to hide because of what you did at the repast. 83 00:04:13,040 --> 00:04:14,586 Everybody thinks I was drunk 84 00:04:14,614 --> 00:04:17,183 'cause I was out partying, but that's not the case. 85 00:04:17,498 --> 00:04:18,848 I was alone, 86 00:04:18,967 --> 00:04:21,703 and I needed something to numb the pain of Coach Baker being gone. 87 00:04:23,172 --> 00:04:25,985 I realise that was a terrible excuse, but... 88 00:04:26,643 --> 00:04:28,119 I'm good now. 89 00:04:28,308 --> 00:04:30,464 I'm back on track, ready to focus on football. 90 00:04:30,981 --> 00:04:32,996 All the partying stuff's in the rear view. 91 00:04:35,684 --> 00:04:38,154 - It's good to hear that. - It's good saying it. 92 00:04:38,609 --> 00:04:40,953 - Now let's go. - Go where? 93 00:04:41,110 --> 00:04:44,451 - Practice. - Dude, practice isn't for another hour. It's early. 94 00:04:44,556 --> 00:04:47,997 To be early is to be late. 95 00:04:48,095 --> 00:04:49,684 Fine. 96 00:04:49,817 --> 00:04:52,036 Let me get my things. 97 00:04:52,645 --> 00:04:54,681 Spence. Bro, what's up? 98 00:04:54,730 --> 00:04:57,137 What's up? 99 00:04:57,172 --> 00:04:59,950 Yo, uh, Spence, is it true? 100 00:05:00,800 --> 00:05:02,699 I saw Jordan on the way to practice this morning. 101 00:05:02,720 --> 00:05:04,882 - You're entering the transfer portal? - Yeah. 102 00:05:05,190 --> 00:05:06,981 I'm actually on my way to GAU right nowt 103 00:05:07,016 --> 00:05:09,269 to ge a letter of recommendation from Coach Kenny. 104 00:05:09,458 --> 00:05:11,320 Dude, I hope Coastal's on your list. 105 00:05:11,327 --> 00:05:14,174 I already know Coach Mr. Montes is a huge fan. 106 00:05:14,454 --> 00:05:16,232 Yo, you gotta put in a word, Ash, 107 00:05:16,245 --> 00:05:18,687 and then all we'd have to do is get Jordan to transfer 108 00:05:18,729 --> 00:05:21,843 and all of Coach Baker's boys would be on the same roster. 109 00:05:22,389 --> 00:05:24,383 Heh! We're winning the natty. 110 00:05:24,817 --> 00:05:26,622 Yo, unstoppable, baby. 111 00:05:26,657 --> 00:05:28,665 Yeah, man, that sounds awesome. 112 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:31,737 Uh, speaking of Coastal, we should probably get going. 113 00:05:31,765 --> 00:05:33,759 - Spence, we'll catch you later, though. - All right. 114 00:05:34,291 --> 00:05:36,453 Wow. 115 00:05:38,041 --> 00:05:39,545 Mr. James. 116 00:05:41,791 --> 00:05:43,667 Dr. Spears? 117 00:05:43,737 --> 00:05:45,360 Yeah, I hope you don't mind me dropping by. 118 00:05:45,381 --> 00:05:47,683 - Your, uh, roommates let me in. - What you doing here? 119 00:05:47,718 --> 00:05:49,125 Got an urgent call from your mum. 120 00:05:49,153 --> 00:05:50,664 She's pretty concerned about you. 121 00:05:51,420 --> 00:05:53,981 Well, I'm sorry she wasted your time. I'm all good over here. 122 00:05:54,002 --> 00:05:55,395 Well, be that as it may, 123 00:05:55,409 --> 00:05:57,354 we haven't talked in a while. Be nice to catch up. 124 00:05:57,382 --> 00:05:59,551 - I gotta get to campus. - Oh, then maybe we can set up 125 00:05:59,558 --> 00:06:01,098 - an appointment for later. - Look... 126 00:06:02,252 --> 00:06:05,380 You and me, we ain't got nothing to talk about or catch up on. 127 00:06:05,655 --> 00:06:07,297 As a matter of fact, you trespassing. 128 00:06:07,332 --> 00:06:08,991 I'mma have to ask you to leave. 129 00:06:11,216 --> 00:06:13,315 Are you gon' make me repeat myself? 130 00:06:14,533 --> 00:06:15,946 Say less. 131 00:06:16,037 --> 00:06:17,394 I'll go. 132 00:06:25,519 --> 00:06:27,918 Why didn't you tell me Miko sent flowers to the house last night? 133 00:06:27,974 --> 00:06:30,388 Have you freak out at your video release party? 134 00:06:30,465 --> 00:06:32,124 How did she get our address? 135 00:06:32,180 --> 00:06:33,649 Ugh! Like, I feel violated. 136 00:06:33,684 --> 00:06:36,777 Yeah, you should. I mean, first it was the constant DM stalking, 137 00:06:36,784 --> 00:06:39,421 then the "accidental" run-in at Slauson's, and now this. 138 00:06:39,547 --> 00:06:41,513 Patience, there is something seriously wrong with Miko. 139 00:06:41,555 --> 00:06:44,039 - You have to stay away from her. - Yeah, I know. I know. 140 00:06:44,200 --> 00:06:46,900 - You're right. I just... I feel, like, weird. - OK. OK, OK. 141 00:06:46,963 --> 00:06:49,587 Let's focus on something I know will make you happy. 142 00:06:49,636 --> 00:06:52,276 Let's look at the views on the "Fire and Ice" video. 143 00:06:52,374 --> 00:06:53,466 OK. 144 00:06:54,711 --> 00:06:57,083 Wait. There's only 500,000 views? 145 00:06:57,132 --> 00:07:00,099 No, that can't be right. The teaser got, like, 5 million in two days. 146 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:01,765 And look at these comments. 147 00:07:01,919 --> 00:07:04,157 Great. I have a stalker fan, 148 00:07:04,185 --> 00:07:06,165 and no one liked the video. 149 00:07:06,221 --> 00:07:07,922 - Patience. - No, no, no. This is... 150 00:07:08,069 --> 00:07:10,462 this is great. Really cool. 151 00:07:17,159 --> 00:07:19,251 Gentlemen, what is the common denominator 152 00:07:19,265 --> 00:07:22,239 - in all those highlights? - They're all running a 3-4 defense. 153 00:07:22,288 --> 00:07:24,590 Correct. Which allows them to... 154 00:07:24,597 --> 00:07:27,067 Use their outside backers as additional pass-rushers. 155 00:07:27,914 --> 00:07:29,103 Right again. 156 00:07:29,628 --> 00:07:31,447 This is a mainstay in the NFL, 157 00:07:31,468 --> 00:07:33,609 but more college programs are running it, like, uh... 158 00:07:33,637 --> 00:07:36,079 Alabama, Georgia, Oregon. 159 00:07:36,292 --> 00:07:38,878 - OK, Rain Man. - And as of this spring, 160 00:07:38,885 --> 00:07:40,424 you can add Coastal to that list. 161 00:07:41,376 --> 00:07:42,838 Take a minute to look through your tablets. 162 00:07:42,866 --> 00:07:45,322 We'll be implementing these drills on the field later. 163 00:07:45,812 --> 00:07:47,282 What'd you do, 164 00:07:47,463 --> 00:07:49,528 spike JJ's protein shake this morning? 165 00:07:49,703 --> 00:07:52,453 Heh! He's locked in. Showed up early and prepared. 166 00:07:52,523 --> 00:07:55,203 OK. We'll see if it lasts. 167 00:07:59,233 --> 00:08:00,716 I see you got that promotion. 168 00:08:01,836 --> 00:08:05,055 And you came all this way to congratulate me. 169 00:08:05,797 --> 00:08:08,009 I came here 'cause I need a letter of recommendation 170 00:08:08,043 --> 00:08:10,758 from my current coach for when I enter the portal. 171 00:08:12,543 --> 00:08:14,132 Let... let me get this straight. 172 00:08:14,286 --> 00:08:17,322 So first you quit, and then you lose your mind, 173 00:08:17,371 --> 00:08:19,737 getting all up in my face, and now you're asking me for a favour? 174 00:08:19,765 --> 00:08:22,443 It's not a favour. It's your job as my current head coach. 175 00:08:22,541 --> 00:08:25,599 My job. Well, coaches with interest 176 00:08:25,648 --> 00:08:27,425 will reach out to me once you hit the portal. 177 00:08:27,446 --> 00:08:29,923 Yeah, well, I like to be proactive about my future. 178 00:08:30,238 --> 00:08:32,190 So you gonna write the letter or what, man? 179 00:08:34,205 --> 00:08:35,842 Let me tell you something, little homie. 180 00:08:36,213 --> 00:08:39,181 I gave you a pass the last time you came at me sideways, 181 00:08:39,719 --> 00:08:41,448 but you better watch your damn tone. 182 00:08:41,524 --> 00:08:44,113 I'll get you that letter when I'm good and ready. 183 00:08:44,246 --> 00:08:47,877 Now, this locker room is for current GAU players only. 184 00:08:48,675 --> 00:08:50,788 You remember where the exit is, right? 185 00:09:00,249 --> 00:09:02,368 Yo, I told you I ain't got nothing to say to you, man. 186 00:09:02,431 --> 00:09:05,398 You told me I was trespassing, so here I am on public property 187 00:09:05,433 --> 00:09:07,511 asking if you want to make an appointment next week. 188 00:09:07,567 --> 00:09:10,793 - Why can't you just back off, bruh? - Because I'm concerned about you. 189 00:09:10,872 --> 00:09:12,599 It's obvious you're in immense pain 190 00:09:12,606 --> 00:09:14,194 and holding it in has turned toxic. 191 00:09:14,243 --> 00:09:15,761 Do you run up uninvited 192 00:09:15,817 --> 00:09:18,448 - to all your clients' houses and schools? - I do, 193 00:09:18,735 --> 00:09:21,002 for the special ones when I know they need me. 194 00:09:21,051 --> 00:09:24,256 Ain't nothin' special about me, so you and everybody else can stop 195 00:09:24,284 --> 00:09:26,215 tryin' to jump through hoops for me, OK? 196 00:09:27,923 --> 00:09:30,673 Tell me, what is it about the people in your life, 197 00:09:31,002 --> 00:09:32,521 or maybe it's just the men in your life, 198 00:09:32,563 --> 00:09:34,242 going above and beyond for you that's triggering? 199 00:09:34,270 --> 00:09:35,761 I'm not triggered! 200 00:09:37,903 --> 00:09:39,239 I'm not triggered. 201 00:09:39,946 --> 00:09:44,207 You're trying your hardest to hide from your emotions, 202 00:09:44,606 --> 00:09:47,370 and eventually, you will run outta hiding places. 203 00:09:47,811 --> 00:09:49,308 When you do, 204 00:09:49,686 --> 00:09:51,226 I'm just a call away. 205 00:10:00,574 --> 00:10:02,387 Hey, Coach. You wanted to see me? 206 00:10:02,491 --> 00:10:04,318 Yeah. What the hell was that today? 207 00:10:04,388 --> 00:10:06,732 Oh, I know. I mean, guys not running their routes, 208 00:10:06,795 --> 00:10:08,132 totally unfocused. 209 00:10:08,160 --> 00:10:10,070 Look, we lost a lot of good talent to the portal, 210 00:10:10,098 --> 00:10:11,518 none more important than Spencer James... 211 00:10:11,532 --> 00:10:14,296 But it's not your job to coach this team, it's mine. 212 00:10:14,590 --> 00:10:16,480 OK, well, they were putting celebrating over practicing, 213 00:10:16,501 --> 00:10:18,800 - and Evan was being... - What part of "this is not your job" 214 00:10:18,801 --> 00:10:20,006 don't you understand? 215 00:10:20,426 --> 00:10:22,532 Well, I just thought that as the leader of this team, 216 00:10:22,567 --> 00:10:25,037 - maybe I should st... - Obviously they're not responding to your leadership, 217 00:10:25,114 --> 00:10:26,485 so you need to fall back. 218 00:10:27,731 --> 00:10:29,221 Yes, Coach. 219 00:10:33,447 --> 00:10:37,296 I'm sorry, but did I do something to offend you? 220 00:10:37,492 --> 00:10:39,633 Because I was... I was just trying to step up. 221 00:10:40,682 --> 00:10:42,390 Nah. 222 00:10:42,488 --> 00:10:44,902 Look, my bad, man. 223 00:10:45,265 --> 00:10:47,092 Spencer stopped by a little earlier, 224 00:10:47,176 --> 00:10:49,436 and it just has me all worked up. 225 00:10:49,730 --> 00:10:52,284 Yeah, he's been having an effect on all of us lately. 226 00:10:52,788 --> 00:10:55,125 Look, Coach, Spencer... 227 00:10:55,174 --> 00:10:57,958 He's the type of person that pushes everyone away 228 00:10:57,958 --> 00:10:59,176 whenever he's hurting. 229 00:10:59,204 --> 00:11:01,072 And considering that he isn't really dealing 230 00:11:01,114 --> 00:11:03,144 with the reality of my dad being gone, 231 00:11:03,773 --> 00:11:07,167 well, my guess is that he's hurting more than any of us really know. 232 00:11:09,189 --> 00:11:10,854 Thanks for the insight, J. 233 00:11:11,855 --> 00:11:15,507 And I'm sorry I took my frustrations out on you. 234 00:11:15,689 --> 00:11:17,306 - No problem. - All right. 235 00:11:17,355 --> 00:11:20,210 - OK. - Oh, one last thing. 236 00:11:20,875 --> 00:11:23,757 You are a leader, J., but they're not responding 237 00:11:23,785 --> 00:11:25,814 to your leadership because that hard-ass style, 238 00:11:26,437 --> 00:11:27,738 that ain't you. 239 00:11:35,736 --> 00:11:38,395 Hey, yo. Got a special delivery. 240 00:11:38,990 --> 00:11:40,817 What y'all doing here? 241 00:11:40,915 --> 00:11:42,672 Uh, Dillon asked me to bring him by. 242 00:11:42,686 --> 00:11:44,995 Apparently you were supposed to take him to Melrose today. 243 00:11:45,093 --> 00:11:47,108 You were so busy storming out the house you forgot. 244 00:11:47,192 --> 00:11:49,508 It wasn't even like that, man. Mums was trippin'... 245 00:11:49,536 --> 00:11:51,719 - Nah, man, you was trippin'... - Hey, Dillon, 246 00:11:52,029 --> 00:11:53,742 why don't you, uh, go ahead and take your stuff up 247 00:11:53,777 --> 00:11:56,569 to your brother's room so me and him can talk for a second? 248 00:12:03,551 --> 00:12:06,057 What's going on with you, man? 249 00:12:06,078 --> 00:12:07,799 I just got a lot going on, Coop. 250 00:12:07,974 --> 00:12:09,542 Melrose slipped my mind, OK? 251 00:12:09,577 --> 00:12:11,892 This ain't about you forgetting to take Dillon somewhere, 252 00:12:11,926 --> 00:12:13,334 all right? This is about 253 00:12:13,362 --> 00:12:16,161 this scorched-earth thing you doing to the people that love you. 254 00:12:16,601 --> 00:12:19,841 - I'm worried. - You don't got to worry about me, OK? 255 00:12:20,695 --> 00:12:23,403 Neither does my mum, Dillon, 256 00:12:23,480 --> 00:12:26,272 the Bakers, or whoever else can't mind they damn business. 257 00:12:26,300 --> 00:12:28,295 Yo, do you hear yourself right now? 258 00:12:28,456 --> 00:12:30,226 You are our business, OK? 259 00:12:30,380 --> 00:12:32,941 - So if you hurting, we hurting. - You hear me? 260 00:12:33,228 --> 00:12:36,139 I said I'm good! End of discussion! 261 00:12:36,167 --> 00:12:38,252 Nah, man, I've known you way too long. 262 00:12:38,497 --> 00:12:40,645 And you not good, so enough with the B.S. 263 00:12:40,694 --> 00:12:42,086 You need to let it go, Coop, a'ight? 264 00:12:42,100 --> 00:12:43,891 I'm not lettin' nothing go until we figure this out. 265 00:12:43,912 --> 00:12:46,284 Look, I really don't need you on my bumper right now, man. 266 00:12:46,315 --> 00:12:47,976 - Look, you angry, I get it. - Coop... 267 00:12:48,018 --> 00:12:50,208 - We all feeling Billy's... - Leave me alone! 268 00:12:55,463 --> 00:12:57,765 Spence, man, what're you doing? 269 00:12:59,088 --> 00:13:00,578 I think your... your brother just... 270 00:13:00,620 --> 00:13:02,419 he needs a little space right now. 271 00:13:02,643 --> 00:13:05,288 Listen, man, I've been rocking with you for way too long. 272 00:13:05,337 --> 00:13:06,765 I've seen every side of you... 273 00:13:06,793 --> 00:13:09,570 the good, the bad, the ugly... but this, 274 00:13:10,151 --> 00:13:11,600 this Spencer James? 275 00:13:12,566 --> 00:13:13,777 I don't know him, 276 00:13:14,428 --> 00:13:15,792 and that scares me. 277 00:13:15,974 --> 00:13:17,982 Dillon, go get your stuff 'cause I don't... 278 00:13:18,213 --> 00:13:20,102 I don't even feel safe leaving you here. 279 00:13:20,137 --> 00:13:22,600 Hey, Dillon... Dillon is my brother, OK? 280 00:13:23,174 --> 00:13:24,734 He know he's safe with me. 281 00:13:24,825 --> 00:13:26,252 I'm going with Coop. 282 00:14:04,959 --> 00:14:05,987 Hey... 283 00:14:07,296 --> 00:14:08,716 Let's take a drive. 284 00:14:16,791 --> 00:14:19,583 Hey, what up, JJ? Long time no see. 285 00:14:19,695 --> 00:14:21,836 Oh, well, what's up? Keith. 286 00:14:21,962 --> 00:14:24,355 - Gage. Hey, man. - How's it going? 287 00:14:24,397 --> 00:14:27,252 Where you been? You're M.I.A. at our frat parties lately, 288 00:14:27,266 --> 00:14:28,854 M.I.A. at the house. 289 00:14:29,123 --> 00:14:30,870 Me and the brothers are pretty disappointed. 290 00:14:30,926 --> 00:14:32,668 - Yeah. - Come on, guys. 291 00:14:33,024 --> 00:14:34,760 I need to lock back in on football. 292 00:14:34,788 --> 00:14:36,796 Yo, trust me, we get it. 293 00:14:36,894 --> 00:14:38,139 - Yeah. - It's a gnarly load. 294 00:14:38,223 --> 00:14:40,539 That doesn't change the fact that we miss you. 295 00:14:40,581 --> 00:14:42,974 - Yeah. - You're the life of the party. 296 00:14:43,023 --> 00:14:46,158 A party ain't a party if JJ Parker isn't there. 297 00:14:46,228 --> 00:14:48,160 I... I miss y'all, too, but 298 00:14:48,607 --> 00:14:52,246 Party JJ has to ride the bench for a while, huh? 299 00:14:52,295 --> 00:14:54,835 - Sorry to hear that. - All right. 300 00:14:58,306 --> 00:15:00,307 You? Missing parties? 301 00:15:00,370 --> 00:15:02,511 Heh! Man, your turn-up is legendary. 302 00:15:02,574 --> 00:15:05,205 Ah. I... I appreciate that, but 303 00:15:05,807 --> 00:15:07,591 honestly, it got a little outta hand. 304 00:15:08,123 --> 00:15:10,474 Yeah, I know what it's like to be running from a life 305 00:15:10,523 --> 00:15:12,168 trying to suck you back in. 306 00:15:13,520 --> 00:15:15,828 But luckily, you got Coach Asher believing in you, 307 00:15:16,003 --> 00:15:17,654 like I had Coach Baker. 308 00:15:18,046 --> 00:15:19,488 Just keep doing what you're doing, man. 309 00:15:19,523 --> 00:15:21,916 You're making everybody proud, you know, 310 00:15:21,993 --> 00:15:24,036 and it's inspiring for guys like me. 311 00:15:24,974 --> 00:15:26,317 Thanks, man. 312 00:15:27,437 --> 00:15:29,473 Gia's set up some radio interviews 313 00:15:29,522 --> 00:15:32,111 to create some buzz and get those views up. 314 00:15:32,657 --> 00:15:33,832 It doesn't matter. 315 00:15:33,860 --> 00:15:36,232 People hate the video and they hate me. 316 00:15:36,359 --> 00:15:38,466 Well, this "new" version of me. 317 00:15:38,584 --> 00:15:41,264 Ooh! It's Gia. Wait. 318 00:15:41,315 --> 00:15:43,637 The views on your video just reached two million. 319 00:15:43,847 --> 00:15:45,379 - What? How? - Yeah. 320 00:15:45,449 --> 00:15:49,277 OK. Uh, verified numbers... oh. 321 00:15:49,445 --> 00:15:52,426 She traced it back to one of Miko's fan pages. 322 00:15:52,860 --> 00:15:55,358 Miko posted the video and the numbers went through the roof. 323 00:15:55,414 --> 00:15:58,241 Oh, my God! Wait, that's incredible. 324 00:15:58,528 --> 00:16:00,410 - OK. No. Hold on. I know that look. - Let me see. 325 00:16:00,431 --> 00:16:01,697 - Patience. - What? 326 00:16:01,739 --> 00:16:03,041 Look, before you... 327 00:16:03,426 --> 00:16:05,196 before you get any ideas about reaching out 328 00:16:05,210 --> 00:16:06,952 and wanting to thank her, I would like to remind you 329 00:16:06,980 --> 00:16:08,457 that we are distancing ourselves, 330 00:16:08,485 --> 00:16:10,136 right, 'cause she's giving full danger vibes. 331 00:16:10,178 --> 00:16:11,927 Yeah, but can't we just cut her some slack? 332 00:16:12,088 --> 00:16:14,040 I mean, she was bullied in high school and, 333 00:16:14,082 --> 00:16:16,664 - you know, she found something in my music. - Mm-hmm, 334 00:16:16,692 --> 00:16:18,399 and then she found your home address. 335 00:16:18,427 --> 00:16:19,764 That is a huge violation. 336 00:16:19,778 --> 00:16:22,304 I have been down this road with Carrie, OK? 337 00:16:22,304 --> 00:16:24,410 I am telling you, Miko is not the kind of person 338 00:16:24,445 --> 00:16:26,796 you try to reason with or set boundaries. 339 00:16:27,006 --> 00:16:29,133 She's the kind you cut off for good. 340 00:16:32,282 --> 00:16:33,632 What are we doing here? 341 00:16:33,674 --> 00:16:34,997 Oh, thought it'd be nice to come back 342 00:16:35,004 --> 00:16:36,837 to a place that feels familiar and safe to you. 343 00:16:37,040 --> 00:16:38,937 Plus, I could use the fresh air. 344 00:16:39,000 --> 00:16:41,638 Man, this L.A. the air is anything but fresh. 345 00:16:41,946 --> 00:16:43,409 I'll take my chances. 346 00:16:44,039 --> 00:16:45,487 But now that I got you talking, 347 00:16:45,613 --> 00:16:47,265 what made you finally call? 348 00:16:51,575 --> 00:16:53,255 I scared my brother. 349 00:16:55,808 --> 00:16:59,034 Dillon doesn't trust me enough to be left alone with me no more. 350 00:16:59,831 --> 00:17:01,245 Can't say I blame him. 351 00:17:01,924 --> 00:17:04,086 I been having this feeling like... 352 00:17:04,876 --> 00:17:07,395 You know how people talk about out-of-body experiences? 353 00:17:07,465 --> 00:17:09,306 That's how my life's been feeling lately. 354 00:17:09,383 --> 00:17:10,649 In what way? 355 00:17:10,670 --> 00:17:14,294 Like I feel myself detaching from everything inside of me, man. 356 00:17:14,581 --> 00:17:17,541 It's like I'm watching somebody else say and do things 357 00:17:17,555 --> 00:17:21,095 that I never would, only the person I'm watching is me. 358 00:17:23,334 --> 00:17:25,923 - I don't know what's going on. - You're in crisis, Spencer. 359 00:17:26,335 --> 00:17:27,686 That's what's going on. 360 00:17:27,805 --> 00:17:30,905 When it's not properly addressed, grief can unlock things 361 00:17:30,961 --> 00:17:33,494 and send us spiralling in ways you would never imagine. 362 00:17:33,564 --> 00:17:35,516 Nah, I've felt grief before. This is different. 363 00:17:35,558 --> 00:17:38,399 Yeah, because you allowed it to fester and mutate. 364 00:17:38,777 --> 00:17:41,681 One of the hardest things for a black man to say is 365 00:17:41,716 --> 00:17:43,283 "I'm not OK." 366 00:17:44,158 --> 00:17:47,628 You calling me was a step in the right direction. 367 00:17:52,854 --> 00:17:54,344 Place it right here, OK? 368 00:17:54,400 --> 00:17:56,821 That's where my pops taught me how to throw a spiral. 369 00:17:57,220 --> 00:17:58,724 He always told me, 370 00:17:58,843 --> 00:18:00,935 "fingers between the laces, son. 371 00:18:01,579 --> 00:18:04,539 Cock the ball back, keep your arm at 90 degrees, 372 00:18:04,630 --> 00:18:05,875 step into it, 373 00:18:07,163 --> 00:18:08,163 and release." 374 00:18:08,178 --> 00:18:09,797 Seems like those lessons paid off. 375 00:18:09,867 --> 00:18:11,399 Nah, not really. 376 00:18:11,658 --> 00:18:14,303 - That's why I play wide receiver, not QB. - Ah. 377 00:18:14,764 --> 00:18:16,199 Who knows? 378 00:18:16,416 --> 00:18:18,018 Maybe if he didn't walk out on me back then, 379 00:18:18,025 --> 00:18:19,334 things would've turned out different. 380 00:18:27,605 --> 00:18:30,080 I'm talkin' whole fist through the cabinet, all right? 381 00:18:30,094 --> 00:18:32,661 There's gotta be a underlying something there now, like 382 00:18:32,829 --> 00:18:34,823 a meanness I've never seen before. 383 00:18:34,844 --> 00:18:37,608 He don't care about nothing or nobody, including himself. 384 00:18:37,678 --> 00:18:39,301 Well, so what are we supposed to do, then? 385 00:18:39,497 --> 00:18:41,568 Give up on Spencer? Abandon him? 386 00:18:41,589 --> 00:18:43,864 Well, it ain't abandonment if he's the one opening the door 387 00:18:43,878 --> 00:18:45,291 and telling you to get the hell out. 388 00:18:45,354 --> 00:18:47,314 Yeah, I mean, I tried to make excuses for him 389 00:18:47,328 --> 00:18:48,916 with Coach Kenny earlier, but, 390 00:18:48,951 --> 00:18:52,135 I mean, the truth is, I saw it in his eyes last night at his kickback. 391 00:18:52,191 --> 00:18:54,675 - I mean, he's done with us. - Well, what about Alicia? 392 00:18:54,696 --> 00:18:56,599 I mean, she's his girlfriend. Maybe she knows... 393 00:18:56,634 --> 00:18:59,671 Girl, Alicia can't help him or us, all right? She's been gone. 394 00:18:59,839 --> 00:19:02,575 She gave him a "Dear Spencer" letter and dipped. 395 00:19:02,694 --> 00:19:04,856 - Wait. Seriously? When? - Wait, wait. I'm sorry. 396 00:19:04,905 --> 00:19:07,243 Spencer loses the closest thing he's had to a father 397 00:19:07,271 --> 00:19:09,258 and his girlfriend dumps him because what, 398 00:19:09,629 --> 00:19:11,756 - he's not fun anymore? - OK, easy there. 399 00:19:11,805 --> 00:19:14,709 She took a step back because she felt like she was smothering him. 400 00:19:14,716 --> 00:19:16,795 And knowing him, he probably felt abandoned, 401 00:19:16,802 --> 00:19:19,201 and that was his final straw in his whole downward spiral. 402 00:19:19,229 --> 00:19:20,782 He pushed her away, Liv! 403 00:19:20,824 --> 00:19:23,147 How does no one get that Spencer is hurting? 404 00:19:23,196 --> 00:19:25,239 Space is the last thing that he needs, 405 00:19:25,274 --> 00:19:27,646 no matter how much he tries to convince us otherwise. 406 00:19:27,688 --> 00:19:30,313 I mean, Liv, I'm not really sure what else we can do for Spencer. 407 00:19:30,341 --> 00:19:31,726 Not give up on him. 408 00:19:31,957 --> 00:19:34,609 None of us. That is what we can do. 409 00:19:52,157 --> 00:19:54,781 You know how many hours me, Coop, and Shawn spent on these things? 410 00:19:54,837 --> 00:19:56,167 Shawn. You mentioned him before. 411 00:19:56,209 --> 00:19:58,688 - That's your childhood friend? - This is where we first met. 412 00:19:59,449 --> 00:20:02,318 We were, like, 6. 413 00:20:03,406 --> 00:20:04,872 We'd swing up as high as we could, 414 00:20:04,907 --> 00:20:06,490 then jump out the seat at the highest point. 415 00:20:06,517 --> 00:20:08,336 Oh, that sounds exhilarating. 416 00:20:08,380 --> 00:20:11,415 It was, was. Shawn had to convince me to do it, though. 417 00:20:12,823 --> 00:20:15,937 Said, "you never touch the sky if you're too afraid to fall." 418 00:20:17,039 --> 00:20:18,875 It's crazy we lost all that time beefin' 419 00:20:18,928 --> 00:20:20,625 just 'cause we chose different paths. 420 00:20:22,302 --> 00:20:24,498 Turns out he was looking out for me the whole time. 421 00:20:24,997 --> 00:20:27,407 Protecting me from the streets without me knowing. 422 00:20:27,716 --> 00:20:29,369 Now that's a real friend. 423 00:20:29,789 --> 00:20:31,430 He was. 424 00:20:34,285 --> 00:20:36,094 And then he left. 425 00:20:36,612 --> 00:20:39,026 But he didn't leave, Spencer. 426 00:20:39,559 --> 00:20:41,352 He passed away. 427 00:20:41,720 --> 00:20:43,941 Right, right. 428 00:20:44,116 --> 00:20:45,717 That's what I meant. 429 00:20:52,330 --> 00:20:55,952 Coach, hey. I, uh, was thinking about this morning's practice. 430 00:20:56,028 --> 00:20:59,192 OK, you told me to stay in my lane, right, and I am, 431 00:20:59,255 --> 00:21:02,340 but as a leader, I forgot something this morning. 432 00:21:02,669 --> 00:21:04,551 That this team is still hurting. 433 00:21:05,099 --> 00:21:08,288 OK, look, we don't have final word on our sanctions yet 434 00:21:08,302 --> 00:21:09,855 and no matter how we all act, 435 00:21:09,876 --> 00:21:11,290 that still weighs on all of us. 436 00:21:11,346 --> 00:21:12,661 What are you saying, Baker? 437 00:21:12,752 --> 00:21:14,852 This team needs some bonding, 438 00:21:15,061 --> 00:21:18,587 right, but I think we can do that by restoring the fun into football. 439 00:21:19,021 --> 00:21:21,232 Baker, we don't have time for games. 440 00:21:21,246 --> 00:21:22,820 - You see what we're dealing with out here. - Exactly. 441 00:21:22,848 --> 00:21:25,521 We just need to get their hearts out onto the field, right? 442 00:21:25,556 --> 00:21:28,411 Most of these guys are either brand-new to the team 443 00:21:28,740 --> 00:21:30,661 or haven't seen the field at all, 444 00:21:30,761 --> 00:21:32,861 and I need to build chemistry with my teammates. 445 00:21:34,394 --> 00:21:36,402 All right, listen up, gentlemen, listen up. 446 00:21:36,430 --> 00:21:38,914 We're doing something a little bit different this practice, 447 00:21:39,061 --> 00:21:40,698 thanks to your QB. 448 00:21:43,547 --> 00:21:44,897 All right, listen. Look, 449 00:21:44,932 --> 00:21:47,703 we're gonna have a touchdown celebration contest. 450 00:21:50,177 --> 00:21:51,685 Come here. Explain. 451 00:21:51,713 --> 00:21:53,063 Hey, OK. 452 00:21:53,189 --> 00:21:55,106 Fellas, it's simple, all right? 453 00:21:55,148 --> 00:21:57,163 We just wanna see who hits the best griddy. 454 00:21:57,981 --> 00:21:59,481 - Hey. - All right, so show me what you got! 455 00:21:59,507 --> 00:22:02,389 Let's go! Come on! Line it up. Let's line it up. 456 00:22:02,424 --> 00:22:04,306 - Let's line up, line up. - Yo! 457 00:22:04,474 --> 00:22:06,132 Here we go. Corner coming in hot. 458 00:22:06,202 --> 00:22:07,217 OK, go. 459 00:22:10,408 --> 00:22:12,549 All right, all right. What you got? 460 00:22:14,522 --> 00:22:16,929 Eh. 461 00:22:16,971 --> 00:22:19,085 Next, next, next. 462 00:22:19,141 --> 00:22:20,953 - Come on, let's go, 83. - OK, go. 463 00:22:21,030 --> 00:22:23,948 Oh. All right, all right. 464 00:22:23,990 --> 00:22:26,110 Come on, J. 465 00:22:26,712 --> 00:22:28,105 What you got, 83? 466 00:22:28,196 --> 00:22:30,610 There you go. 467 00:22:30,785 --> 00:22:32,429 - Wake up! - Ah, ha ha ha! 468 00:22:32,548 --> 00:22:34,227 - Eh... - Oh. Ah. 469 00:22:37,684 --> 00:22:39,496 All right, Evan, let's see what you got. 470 00:22:39,580 --> 00:22:41,021 OK, go. 471 00:22:52,952 --> 00:22:54,631 Whoo! 472 00:22:57,171 --> 00:22:59,102 Go on, Coach. 473 00:23:07,429 --> 00:23:10,214 You know, I'm not above buying ice cream 474 00:23:10,245 --> 00:23:11,858 for my clients to keep them talking. 475 00:23:11,907 --> 00:23:13,922 Well, I ain't above being bribed. 476 00:23:13,943 --> 00:23:15,168 OK. 477 00:23:16,120 --> 00:23:17,701 You know, shortly after he came back, 478 00:23:17,729 --> 00:23:19,240 Pops brought me and Dillon here. 479 00:23:19,401 --> 00:23:21,500 Guess he wanted to get in some bonding time, you know? 480 00:23:21,794 --> 00:23:24,348 - And how was that day? - It was great. 481 00:23:24,467 --> 00:23:25,832 It was hot. 482 00:23:26,406 --> 00:23:28,197 He bought us ice cream to cool off, 483 00:23:28,218 --> 00:23:30,457 but it started melting so fast, he had to turn it 484 00:23:30,492 --> 00:23:32,920 - into a ice cream eating contest. - Ha ha! He did? 485 00:23:33,004 --> 00:23:34,229 Who won? 486 00:23:34,383 --> 00:23:36,706 Nobody, man. We all got brain freeze. 487 00:23:36,860 --> 00:23:38,280 Wow. 488 00:23:38,560 --> 00:23:40,722 You know, it seems that, uh, despite the anger 489 00:23:40,743 --> 00:23:43,395 you felt over Corey leaving you when you were young, 490 00:23:44,438 --> 00:23:46,440 you seem to have built up some really good memories 491 00:23:46,475 --> 00:23:48,231 when he came back into your life. 492 00:23:48,888 --> 00:23:50,295 Uh, yeah. 493 00:23:51,428 --> 00:23:53,044 Wasn't enough time, though. 494 00:23:54,017 --> 00:23:56,032 I blinked and he was gone again. 495 00:23:58,363 --> 00:24:00,140 How'd you feel about his passing? 496 00:24:04,555 --> 00:24:06,507 Least I got to say goodbye. 497 00:24:09,859 --> 00:24:11,503 I wanted to thank you 498 00:24:11,531 --> 00:24:13,463 in person for reposting my video. 499 00:24:13,546 --> 00:24:16,121 Oh, man. Heh! You don't have to thank me. 500 00:24:16,247 --> 00:24:17,822 You know I'm your number-one fan. 501 00:24:17,913 --> 00:24:20,733 Lately I've been working on setting boundaries in my life. 502 00:24:20,852 --> 00:24:22,650 One of those boundaries is my home. 503 00:24:22,713 --> 00:24:25,296 So you sending flowers over there was... 504 00:24:25,548 --> 00:24:27,136 it was totally inappropriate. 505 00:24:28,221 --> 00:24:29,690 Oh, my God, I... 506 00:24:30,257 --> 00:24:31,824 I wasn't even thinking. 507 00:24:31,874 --> 00:24:34,365 Well, you know I'd never do anything to make you uncomfortable 508 00:24:34,589 --> 00:24:35,827 on... on purpose. 509 00:24:35,862 --> 00:24:38,598 - Yeah, well, you did. - I'm so sorry. I... 510 00:24:38,626 --> 00:24:40,550 I was trying to be supportive, but I... 511 00:24:40,676 --> 00:24:42,279 I totally see how I overstepped. 512 00:24:42,349 --> 00:24:45,022 You must hate me. I'm so, so stupid! 513 00:24:45,392 --> 00:24:47,093 Look, no, you're not. You're just... 514 00:24:47,519 --> 00:24:49,024 Look, you made a mistake. 515 00:24:49,269 --> 00:24:51,298 We all do it sometimes. It's... 516 00:24:52,019 --> 00:24:54,293 It's fine. It's fine. 517 00:24:55,623 --> 00:24:57,036 Thank you for saying that. 518 00:24:57,309 --> 00:24:58,793 You're a real one. 519 00:24:59,499 --> 00:25:01,787 That's why I'll... I'll always be a fan. 520 00:25:02,536 --> 00:25:04,600 - Excuse me. Patience? - Oh. Yeah? 521 00:25:04,789 --> 00:25:06,146 Can we get a pic? 522 00:25:06,202 --> 00:25:08,021 Oh, my God. Yeah, yeah. Um, 523 00:25:08,070 --> 00:25:09,896 let's find somewhere with more light. 524 00:25:09,931 --> 00:25:12,457 - OK. - OK? Yeah. Um, I'll be right back, OK? 525 00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:13,898 Um, yeah. 526 00:25:13,941 --> 00:25:15,704 - Take your time. - OK. 527 00:25:16,103 --> 00:25:17,614 Yeah, yeah. 528 00:25:19,041 --> 00:25:20,511 - Do you want to take it? - I'll take it, yeah. 529 00:25:20,511 --> 00:25:22,211 - OK. - OK. 530 00:25:32,532 --> 00:25:33,875 Hey. 531 00:25:34,799 --> 00:25:36,534 I didn't think you were gonna show. 532 00:25:36,800 --> 00:25:39,752 - Why am I here? - Because Spencer is drowning, 533 00:25:39,956 --> 00:25:42,811 and I think that you're the only person that can save him. 534 00:25:48,774 --> 00:25:51,586 Look, I've seen him deal with a lot in his life, 535 00:25:51,726 --> 00:25:53,371 but nothing has affected him the way 536 00:25:53,385 --> 00:25:54,938 that my dad's passing has, 537 00:25:55,001 --> 00:25:58,709 and he is headed toward a very, very dark place. 538 00:25:59,535 --> 00:26:02,817 I tried to help him. I did, but he didn't want my help. 539 00:26:03,392 --> 00:26:04,999 What happened exactly? 540 00:26:05,069 --> 00:26:07,945 You happened... And you keep happening. 541 00:26:08,276 --> 00:26:10,366 Forgive me if I don't want to set myself up for failure, 542 00:26:10,387 --> 00:26:14,123 but if Spencer needs saving, clearly, you are the person to do it. 543 00:26:14,795 --> 00:26:16,755 No, I... I don't think I am. 544 00:26:17,021 --> 00:26:19,400 Not anymore. But right now, 545 00:26:19,820 --> 00:26:24,019 Spencer needs everyone that he loves to show up for him. 546 00:26:24,488 --> 00:26:27,049 And as the woman in his life, I mean, 547 00:26:27,749 --> 00:26:29,995 that especially means you. 548 00:26:37,979 --> 00:26:40,148 Do with that what you will. 549 00:26:46,158 --> 00:26:48,853 - So... - I'm like, "hell no. I got practice." 550 00:26:48,874 --> 00:26:51,000 - Coop was like, "I dare you." - Coop did? 551 00:26:51,042 --> 00:26:52,491 Yeah, and back in them days, 552 00:26:52,491 --> 00:26:55,681 - you don't turn down a dare from Coop, OK? - Oh, wow. Heh! 553 00:27:05,716 --> 00:27:07,605 Why didn't you send that call to voicemail? 554 00:27:08,424 --> 00:27:11,391 - Why does it matter? - It matters because 555 00:27:11,601 --> 00:27:14,120 you hesitated to decline it and then you went somewhere else. 556 00:27:14,190 --> 00:27:16,576 - Look, maybe that's enough for today's session, OK? - No. 557 00:27:16,695 --> 00:27:18,437 No, no. No. 558 00:27:19,760 --> 00:27:22,027 - No more hiding, Spencer. - It's a damn call, Doc. 559 00:27:22,034 --> 00:27:24,461 - It's a damn voicemail, a'ight? - No, no, it's not. 560 00:27:24,671 --> 00:27:26,662 - There's something more there... - Leave me alone, 561 00:27:26,881 --> 00:27:29,906 a'ight? Why can't y'all just leave me alone, a'ight? 562 00:27:31,428 --> 00:27:34,498 Spencer, you can't run from this. Don't run from it. 563 00:27:34,542 --> 00:27:36,482 Look, this is why we're doing the work. 564 00:27:36,531 --> 00:27:38,980 Maybe I don't wanna do the work, Doc, OK?! 565 00:27:39,036 --> 00:27:41,891 - Stop, man! Yo, yo! Chill! - Look, wait. No. 566 00:27:44,054 --> 00:27:46,216 Now talk to me. You gotta let it out. 567 00:27:47,706 --> 00:27:49,120 Give it a voice. 568 00:27:49,204 --> 00:27:51,849 - Why are you angry? - Because I sent his call to voicemail! 569 00:27:52,807 --> 00:27:55,466 I declined Coach Baker's call! 570 00:27:55,998 --> 00:27:59,532 Coach! My hero! The man who saved my life! 571 00:27:59,971 --> 00:28:02,386 I declined his call, man. 572 00:28:07,046 --> 00:28:10,012 It was my last chance to talk to him, and I... 573 00:28:11,020 --> 00:28:13,281 Maybe if I had picked up the damn phone, 574 00:28:13,351 --> 00:28:14,925 I could have changed things, 575 00:28:15,141 --> 00:28:16,491 I could have kept him off that bus, 576 00:28:16,519 --> 00:28:19,388 I could have kept him alive! But instead, 577 00:28:19,507 --> 00:28:21,718 all I've got is a reminder 578 00:28:23,307 --> 00:28:25,035 of how I failed him, man. 579 00:28:25,091 --> 00:28:26,602 - You did not fail him. - Yes, I did! 580 00:28:26,623 --> 00:28:27,834 No, you did not fail him. 581 00:28:27,869 --> 00:28:29,835 You cannot blame yourself for this. 582 00:28:30,157 --> 00:28:31,535 Son... 583 00:28:32,340 --> 00:28:33,970 There's nothing you 584 00:28:34,243 --> 00:28:35,999 or anyone else could've done. 585 00:28:41,911 --> 00:28:44,164 But I ain't get a chance to say goodbye... 586 00:28:47,502 --> 00:28:49,181 I didn't get to say goodbye. 587 00:28:54,785 --> 00:28:56,150 Now he's gone. 588 00:28:59,095 --> 00:29:00,606 He left me. 589 00:29:01,474 --> 00:29:03,608 Why they always leave me, man? 590 00:29:09,031 --> 00:29:10,724 It's OK. 591 00:29:21,674 --> 00:29:23,206 All right, fellas. Here we go. 592 00:29:23,283 --> 00:29:25,376 Be alive. Down, set. 180. 593 00:29:26,033 --> 00:29:27,559 Wide and set! 594 00:29:36,809 --> 00:29:39,538 Come on, baby! Hey, hey. 595 00:29:39,559 --> 00:29:41,371 Hey, hey, hey... 596 00:29:47,095 --> 00:29:48,964 I'mma be honest, man. 597 00:29:49,131 --> 00:29:52,287 I didn't think your whole dance competition thing was gonna work. 598 00:29:52,385 --> 00:29:53,862 Well, why'd you agree to do it? 599 00:29:54,108 --> 00:29:55,521 Because you believed in it. 600 00:29:56,514 --> 00:29:58,908 You know, my sister reminded me of something today, 601 00:29:59,062 --> 00:30:00,524 that no matter what's happening, 602 00:30:00,699 --> 00:30:03,596 quitting on your people, it's never an option. 603 00:30:09,145 --> 00:30:10,649 Smart woman. 604 00:30:19,137 --> 00:30:20,424 Still at it? 605 00:30:20,494 --> 00:30:23,121 Uh, yes, sir. Just going through some game tape, 606 00:30:23,147 --> 00:30:24,348 looking for where I can improve. 607 00:30:24,390 --> 00:30:26,077 - It's great. It's impressive. - Yeah. 608 00:30:26,210 --> 00:30:28,610 - You were good on the field today, too. - Thanks, Coach. 609 00:30:28,666 --> 00:30:30,394 - It means a lot. - I'd be lying if I said 610 00:30:30,443 --> 00:30:32,500 I wasn't worried at the top of the off season. 611 00:30:33,017 --> 00:30:35,081 You can thank Asher for the fact that 612 00:30:35,088 --> 00:30:36,921 you still have a spot on this team. 613 00:30:37,064 --> 00:30:40,182 I'm sorry, sir. Those distractions are all gone. 614 00:30:40,252 --> 00:30:42,519 - I won't give you any reason to worry again. - That's good. 615 00:30:42,568 --> 00:30:45,122 'Cause I don't usually do second chances. 616 00:30:45,674 --> 00:30:48,242 You blow off this program again and you're done. 617 00:31:10,556 --> 00:31:12,949 Nope, nope. 618 00:31:13,110 --> 00:31:15,685 You don't need it. Just focus. 619 00:31:19,470 --> 00:31:20,757 Can I ask you something? 620 00:31:20,785 --> 00:31:22,863 Why do you think you're unworthy 621 00:31:22,891 --> 00:31:24,263 of people staying in your life? 622 00:31:26,838 --> 00:31:28,679 Yeah, I don't think it was a slip-up when you referred 623 00:31:28,707 --> 00:31:30,540 to your loved ones' deaths as them "leaving." 624 00:31:31,296 --> 00:31:33,352 When you broke down earlier, you said 625 00:31:33,674 --> 00:31:35,598 they all always leave you, 626 00:31:35,703 --> 00:31:37,207 as if it was their choice. 627 00:31:37,235 --> 00:31:38,922 Because people do always leave. 628 00:31:40,118 --> 00:31:43,869 And I don't just mean Corey or Shawn, Billy. 629 00:31:46,003 --> 00:31:47,851 Darnell and I were like brothers. 630 00:31:48,215 --> 00:31:51,608 We got mad close and then he had to leave to go take care of his mums. 631 00:31:52,686 --> 00:31:54,302 My mum lives in Oakland now. 632 00:31:54,330 --> 00:31:56,366 Even my girl bounced the minute things got tough. 633 00:31:56,652 --> 00:31:58,731 And I know, I know, 634 00:31:59,294 --> 00:32:00,684 up here... 635 00:32:01,629 --> 00:32:04,253 That all their reasons for leaving make sense, but... 636 00:32:06,303 --> 00:32:10,120 I can't stop whatever it is inside of me that keeps telling me, 637 00:32:11,386 --> 00:32:12,932 "see? 638 00:32:13,981 --> 00:32:16,186 Don't nobody wanna stick around. 639 00:32:18,411 --> 00:32:20,091 You always the one left behind." 640 00:32:20,175 --> 00:32:22,952 That voice is little Spencer, 641 00:32:23,239 --> 00:32:25,213 whose father left him at 8 years old. 642 00:32:25,290 --> 00:32:27,647 You have gotta stop letting that one incident 643 00:32:27,661 --> 00:32:29,628 touch every relationship you have. 644 00:32:29,698 --> 00:32:31,806 That had everything to do with Corey and his worth 645 00:32:31,829 --> 00:32:33,575 and nothing to do with you and yours. 646 00:32:34,324 --> 00:32:37,102 You have to let that go, and until you do, 647 00:32:37,142 --> 00:32:39,594 when things get rocky, you'll just keep defaulting 648 00:32:39,616 --> 00:32:41,922 to pushing away the people that love you because little you 649 00:32:42,124 --> 00:32:44,408 is trying to protect big you 650 00:32:44,508 --> 00:32:46,663 from all the pain of abandonment he felt. 651 00:32:46,707 --> 00:32:47,765 How? 652 00:32:48,761 --> 00:32:50,048 How do I let that go? 653 00:32:50,978 --> 00:32:52,119 We'll get there, 654 00:32:52,460 --> 00:32:53,468 together, 655 00:32:54,168 --> 00:32:55,830 no matter how long it takes. 656 00:32:59,698 --> 00:33:02,379 You know, man, I wish... 657 00:33:02,614 --> 00:33:05,928 I wish you could see you the way everyone else sees you. 658 00:33:06,991 --> 00:33:10,176 No, no, I mean, the people who get to be in your life, 659 00:33:10,590 --> 00:33:12,141 they're the lucky ones. 660 00:33:13,826 --> 00:33:16,653 Even Corey knew that. That's why he came back. 661 00:33:17,089 --> 00:33:18,825 And even in his death, 662 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:21,277 he still hasn't left you. 663 00:33:22,245 --> 00:33:23,426 None of them have. 664 00:33:24,031 --> 00:33:26,247 They're still here because of the gifts 665 00:33:26,270 --> 00:33:27,584 that they left for you. 666 00:33:28,368 --> 00:33:29,449 For Corey, 667 00:33:29,762 --> 00:33:32,113 it's the gift of Darnell and Coach Kenny, 668 00:33:32,617 --> 00:33:35,029 brother figures he brought into your life. 669 00:33:35,729 --> 00:33:37,425 I never thought of it that way. 670 00:33:38,063 --> 00:33:39,239 For Shawn, 671 00:33:39,950 --> 00:33:41,333 it's the gift of your future. 672 00:33:41,758 --> 00:33:43,735 The one he protected right up until the end. 673 00:33:44,984 --> 00:33:46,769 - And for Billy... - It was the voicemail. 674 00:33:47,479 --> 00:33:50,048 The chance to hear his voice tell you he loves you 675 00:33:50,148 --> 00:33:52,215 whenever you need to hear it. 676 00:33:53,151 --> 00:33:56,761 And what do we do when people give us a gift? 677 00:33:58,961 --> 00:34:00,405 We say, "thank you." 678 00:34:03,355 --> 00:34:04,692 I know what I gotta do. 679 00:34:04,771 --> 00:34:06,814 Yep. 680 00:34:15,395 --> 00:34:16,576 Thank you. 681 00:34:17,752 --> 00:34:19,078 Anytime, brother. 682 00:34:23,869 --> 00:34:26,210 Um... 683 00:34:28,420 --> 00:34:29,781 Same time next week? 684 00:34:30,222 --> 00:34:31,476 Next week it is. 685 00:34:32,237 --> 00:34:33,575 Now, keep your head up. 686 00:34:34,169 --> 00:34:35,641 You will get through this. 687 00:34:59,197 --> 00:35:00,904 Hey, this is Billy Baker. 688 00:35:00,937 --> 00:35:03,904 - Leave one. - Hey, Coach, 689 00:35:04,771 --> 00:35:05,947 it's me. 690 00:35:06,882 --> 00:35:08,964 I'm sorry I took so long to hit you back. 691 00:35:11,796 --> 00:35:14,080 Heh! Man, where do I even start? Um... 692 00:35:16,542 --> 00:35:18,289 I been kinda going through some things, 693 00:35:19,100 --> 00:35:20,763 trying to outrun my demons, 694 00:35:22,144 --> 00:35:25,226 hide from the truth of everything I been feeling. 695 00:35:27,586 --> 00:35:30,161 But the day always comes when you have to face it, 696 00:35:30,961 --> 00:35:32,892 no matter how ugly it gets. 697 00:35:35,159 --> 00:35:36,570 Today was that day. 698 00:35:40,840 --> 00:35:42,172 Man, I miss you. 699 00:35:43,656 --> 00:35:44,803 So much. 700 00:35:47,045 --> 00:35:49,035 That's the feeling I've been running from the most 701 00:35:49,063 --> 00:35:50,831 because I have no idea 702 00:35:51,732 --> 00:35:53,686 how to fill the void left by you. 703 00:35:57,929 --> 00:35:59,250 But I'm getting help. 704 00:36:00,604 --> 00:36:02,363 I'm finally working through it. 705 00:36:03,616 --> 00:36:05,374 And I'm gonna make sure 706 00:36:05,741 --> 00:36:07,810 that I get back to being OK. 707 00:36:09,707 --> 00:36:11,906 'Cause that's what you, 708 00:36:12,914 --> 00:36:15,259 Shawn, and Corey would have wanted me to do. 709 00:36:17,095 --> 00:36:18,954 I'm sure I'll have days where it feels like 710 00:36:18,976 --> 00:36:20,157 it's all coming together... 711 00:36:20,191 --> 00:36:21,931 Your numbers keep climbing and the impressions 712 00:36:21,954 --> 00:36:23,891 are off the charts across all platforms. 713 00:36:23,916 --> 00:36:26,377 - Mm. - See? Your video's a bonafide hit. 714 00:36:26,427 --> 00:36:28,425 - Yeah. - But I know grief 715 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:30,519 is waiting there in the darkness, 716 00:36:30,983 --> 00:36:32,406 ready to pounce. 717 00:36:34,326 --> 00:36:37,030 And thank God that Miko mess is firmly behind us, too. 718 00:36:37,091 --> 00:36:39,078 - So it's a double win. - Ugh. 719 00:36:39,101 --> 00:36:40,746 Yeah, thank God. No more mess. 720 00:36:43,460 --> 00:36:44,664 Luckily, 721 00:36:45,134 --> 00:36:48,005 one of the many gifts you and Corey blessed me with 722 00:36:48,817 --> 00:36:50,110 is a family 723 00:36:50,720 --> 00:36:52,511 and a village that keeps growing. 724 00:36:52,540 --> 00:36:53,591 Coach. 725 00:36:55,349 --> 00:36:56,644 What are you doing here? 726 00:36:58,092 --> 00:36:59,646 Giving you what you asked for, 727 00:36:59,939 --> 00:37:02,313 but I wanted to deliver it in person. 728 00:37:08,302 --> 00:37:09,775 I owe you an apology. 729 00:37:10,025 --> 00:37:12,842 No. You needed a punching bag, I was here, so... 730 00:37:12,864 --> 00:37:14,899 No, I needed someone I could count on, 731 00:37:14,999 --> 00:37:16,285 and you was there, 732 00:37:16,867 --> 00:37:18,087 and that scared me. 733 00:37:18,442 --> 00:37:20,898 There's so much of you that reminds me of my pops 734 00:37:21,519 --> 00:37:23,086 and Coach Baker. 735 00:37:25,048 --> 00:37:27,308 You turned into the brother I never knew I needed. 736 00:37:28,058 --> 00:37:30,616 A closeness I thought I couldn't afford anymore, but 737 00:37:30,952 --> 00:37:32,117 I was wrong. 738 00:37:36,616 --> 00:37:37,899 Come here, man. 739 00:37:44,530 --> 00:37:45,941 Glad to hear you say that 740 00:37:46,775 --> 00:37:49,529 'cause no matter how hard you try to push me away, 741 00:37:49,809 --> 00:37:51,640 I'm never leaving you, bruh. 742 00:37:54,313 --> 00:37:55,698 And I'm not the only one. 743 00:37:55,827 --> 00:37:58,547 What? 744 00:37:59,085 --> 00:38:00,998 Come on. You'll see. 745 00:38:10,678 --> 00:38:12,945 Y'all made sure I'd never be alone. 746 00:38:13,611 --> 00:38:16,803 For that, and for every day I had with you, 747 00:38:17,172 --> 00:38:18,941 every day I got to love you, 748 00:38:19,993 --> 00:38:21,482 I say thank you. 749 00:38:26,660 --> 00:38:28,054 Thank you. 750 00:38:32,644 --> 00:38:34,329 You can rest easy now, Coach. 751 00:38:37,867 --> 00:38:39,160 They got me from here. 752 00:38:59,631 --> 00:39:01,634 I love you. Thank you. 753 00:39:04,036 --> 00:39:06,151 _ 754 00:39:06,459 --> 00:39:08,457 - Yo. - Hey. 755 00:39:08,642 --> 00:39:11,318 Look, I know sorry doesn't even begin to cover it. 756 00:39:12,146 --> 00:39:14,716 But I'mma make it up to you. I promise. 757 00:39:14,979 --> 00:39:17,572 Assuming Coach Kenny lets me stay at GAU. 758 00:39:17,751 --> 00:39:20,896 I'm fairly confident I can go ahead and say welcome back, brother. 759 00:39:21,086 --> 00:39:22,519 Come on. 760 00:39:28,072 --> 00:39:29,774 Hey. 761 00:39:30,194 --> 00:39:32,057 I cancelled our flight home later this week. 762 00:39:32,116 --> 00:39:34,436 Oh. Thank you. 763 00:39:34,524 --> 00:39:37,271 - I... - I also called the storage facility 764 00:39:37,280 --> 00:39:40,182 and your boxes should be delivered back here by Monday. 765 00:39:40,595 --> 00:39:42,142 Wait. Boxes? 766 00:39:42,198 --> 00:39:43,800 Dillon and I have been talking, 767 00:39:43,814 --> 00:39:45,633 and Spencer needs us close. 768 00:39:45,850 --> 00:39:47,109 And what about your needs? 769 00:39:47,209 --> 00:39:49,160 Well, I will happily take on the burden 770 00:39:49,210 --> 00:39:50,985 of flying back and forth 771 00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:54,275 to keep our family together and make Spencer whole. 772 00:39:54,375 --> 00:39:56,982 Nothing is more important. 773 00:40:06,092 --> 00:40:07,499 Man, this one of the last faces 774 00:40:07,520 --> 00:40:09,360 I expected to see today. 775 00:40:09,387 --> 00:40:10,774 Man, that was all Liv. 776 00:40:10,844 --> 00:40:14,139 She put out a call that my brother was in trouble. I had to make it. 777 00:40:15,336 --> 00:40:17,540 Oh, I just assumed my mother gathered everybody. 778 00:40:17,631 --> 00:40:19,576 Oh, no, you should know that Liv 779 00:40:19,618 --> 00:40:21,193 wouldn't let anyone give up on you. 780 00:40:21,423 --> 00:40:22,879 Not for a second. 781 00:40:27,405 --> 00:40:29,574 - Well, thanks for showing up, man. - Yeah. 782 00:40:30,512 --> 00:40:33,973 Yo... Talk to me, like, you good? For real? 783 00:40:35,050 --> 00:40:36,324 No... 784 00:40:36,576 --> 00:40:38,129 No, I'm not OK. 785 00:40:39,906 --> 00:40:41,459 But I'm working on it. 786 00:40:43,516 --> 00:40:46,168 - Oh. Don't let me get in the way, man. - Yeah. 787 00:40:48,883 --> 00:40:50,366 What was that about? 788 00:40:50,681 --> 00:40:53,285 He was just telling me that you made all this happen. 789 00:40:54,163 --> 00:40:55,451 Thank you. 790 00:40:56,633 --> 00:40:58,649 I mean, it may have been my idea, but 791 00:40:59,152 --> 00:41:01,776 everyone here was more than happy to show up for you. 792 00:41:03,106 --> 00:41:04,764 We love you. 793 00:41:10,838 --> 00:41:12,433 You wanna go take a walk? 794 00:41:13,140 --> 00:41:15,568 If memory serves, I owe you a conversation. 795 00:41:16,379 --> 00:41:17,846 Hey. 796 00:41:19,327 --> 00:41:20,977 I'm sorry I'm late. 797 00:41:21,718 --> 00:41:23,467 Uh, no, no. It's OK. 798 00:41:23,474 --> 00:41:25,175 Actually, I'm sorry for a lot of things, 799 00:41:25,224 --> 00:41:27,834 especially the note and the way I handled things. 800 00:41:27,934 --> 00:41:29,884 I was trying to give you space, but 801 00:41:29,961 --> 00:41:32,116 I realise I should've been holding you tighter. 802 00:41:32,228 --> 00:41:35,558 Uh, well, I didn't exactly make it easy for you, you know? 803 00:41:35,782 --> 00:41:37,972 You just... you just did what you thought was best. 804 00:41:38,023 --> 00:41:39,770 Well, I know better now, 805 00:41:40,024 --> 00:41:42,345 and I won't make that mistake again. 806 00:41:53,317 --> 00:41:58,317 - Synced and corrected by chamallow - - www.addic7ed.com - 807 00:42:14,894 --> 00:42:16,896 Greg, move your head!